Tuesday, May 31, 2011

a special kind of love

A special Love.   Sorry folks, I'm not blogging about my boyfriend Monkey.  While Monkey is an important part of my training and we have a very special love, I'm not ready to divulge into that part of life quite yet with this blog.  Instead I'm talking about my relationship with my maryK.  maryK and I have been together for a little over a year now.    maryK is my bike.  She's a purrrrrrty Kuota K-Factor in black and white.  I don't have a great picture of just her posing by herself, but below is one of her before I packed the car for Triple-T.  She's great, she really is.  I fell in love with her last season when I was training for Ironman.  It didn't take long, I think it was my first ride on the Madison course when she purred like a kitten on those rolling hills and I knew it was love at that moment.

She's been through a la lot and she still manages to still be amazing.  I guess that's how you know she loves me back.  The best part about her is that she is so forgiving.  Even though I've cursed her out during workouts, cried when she got a flat once, almost threw her into a ditch on a hill, she still manages to rock my world!  maryK was sick last week (she wouldn't shift into the big ring in the front) and I had to bring her to the doctors.  I was so worried about her, I don't know what I would do if she was actually sick with something that couldn't be fixed.  Oh maryK, I love you!


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The best sticker in the world

One last thing about Triple-T:

After a weekend full of ironman logos, ultramarathon talk, 140.6 stickers and major name dropping,  I came upon this car in the parking lot of the awards ceremony.  It made my weekend.


I think I'm going to buy one for my car. Seriously, this is awesome. Let me know if you want me to order you one.



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Recovery from Triple T

Well, I'm in recovery mode right now.  I took off the Monday after the race because I wasn't sure how I was going to feel and also if we were going to be able to drive back after the race on Sunday or not.  We ended up driving back (thanks Ross!) but I still decided to take the day off.

My day off was full of nothing but sleeping.  I wasn't as sore as I thought I would be but I figured it couldn't hurt to start icing right away. I stuffed myself into my recovery sox, made some breakfast..  We were out of milk so I didn't bother making coffee.  I situated myself on the couch and turned on some movie that was free on OnDemand.  Next thing I know I'm waking up and it's 12:30.  I ordered a Pizza from Pizza Hut (guilty pleasure).  Pizza came, I ate it, and then I turn on an episode of Law and Order.  well, next thing I know I'm waking up and it's 3:00.

I decided at that point I should shower and at least get some laundry in.  I also went out and ran some errands.  Came back and had a picnic in the park with Paul.  We got back and I was in bed by 9:00 and asleep (with the TV on) by the time he came into bed at 9:30.

I got a recovery ride in yesterday and I'm going to head over to the gym during lunch to get a short ellipitcal/bike workout.  I feel better than I thought I would.  Things feel good.  I'm still not 100% caught up on sleep but I'm hoping to get a good night rest in tonight and tomorrow so I can be all caught up by the weekend.  I'm still on a recovery workout plan, my long ride this weekend is two hours.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Triple-T Race Report; Crazy Weekend at the Craziest Race Ever

Triple-T, what a crazy weekend, what a crazy week. 

This is a long post so if you don't want to read it all just know that the triple T can be summed up by saying that it's a bunch of crazy triathletes riding their bikes and running around in the hilly and hot woods of Appalachia Ohio for three days.  

So we left on Thursday at noon.  Ross picked me up with the minnie van and we loaded up and hit the road.  About an hour into the drive (approximately 5 miles into Indiana) I realized I had forgotten my wetsuit.  Ross and I thought about whether or not Monkey could fed ex the wetsuit overnight to me but then made the call that it was probably just better to turn around and go get it.  If the water had been warmer I would have just gotten over it and gone wetsuitless.  Unfortunately the water was said to be 56 degrees, not warm enough for me to get in without a wetsuit, at least I thought so at the time.   So Ross drove back for me, I treated him to a coffee at Starbucks next to our houses and we hit the road again.  This marks the beginning of Ross being “understanding and patient” with me for the entire weekend.  I’m forgetful.  He’s understanding and doesn’t take this stuff to seriously so it was a good combo for the weekend. 

As we were driving we got word that there was space in a cabin for us.  Ross had responded to a post on Slowtwitch by some guy names John who had room in a cabin in a cabin.  We spoke to John briefly on the phone and we were set! Cabin 20 here we come.   This was BIG, we had planned on staying at the Marriot in town, about 20-25 mins from the race site.  Being able to stay in a cabin meant that we were a mile from the transition areas and we wouldn’t have to leave the park the entire weekend.  When we got to cabin 20 at 11:30 we were greeted by our first cabin mate, Spencer.  Spencer helps us unload our stuff (first sign that he’s awesome) and then we learn that Spencer had quit his job in commercial real estate in Boston to move to Boulder to train and potentially become a big triathlete.  Then I learn that he won his age group a bunch of times in the past at this race.  I immediately think “Oh crap, this is not the cabin for me”.  When John and Kate arrive we quickly learn that John has actually won this race for the past two years.  Then I learn that Kate is one of five athletes coached my Miranda Carfrae, the defending Ironman world champion and top female triathlete in the world.  I turned to Ross and said “we are definitely in the wrong cabin”.  Boy would I be proven wrong.  I will admit, before this weekend I had a bad impression of racers who are at that level.  I thought that they looked at me like I am an idiot and they don’t want anything to do with me.  Boy was I wrong.  Our cabin would soon fill up, as Buddy arrived from New York City and Mike rolled in from Buffalo. Every single person was awesome.  They had all the weekend before so they were able to give me lots of tips on the course, nutrition, gearing, clothing, recovering, and anything else you could think of.  Really, really cool group.  They made this weekend and this course so much fun. 

On Friday morning we did a short 20 minute ride just to make sure the bikes were ok and also get my legs warmed up.  I checked out the swim site, the entrance of the run and also got to get a feel for some of the hills. 

Race one started at 5:00, it was just a super sprint so I wasn’t to worried.  After talking to John, I decided not to wear my wetsuit.  I would only be in the water for 5 minutes, not worth the time it would take me to get the suit on and off.  The swim went fine, it was freezing though.  The water temp was 56 or 58, either way it was cold.  The bike was short, we just went up this major climb and then turned around and came back down. I realized after the turn that I somehow had a flat tire in the back.  I just rode down slowly to transition, not worth fixing it considering the ride was less than 2 miles down to transition.  I headed out for the quick mile run and then was done.  We hung out at the race site and ate some pasta and then headed back up to the cabin where we chowed down on pasta and hit the hay.  

Saturday morning came faster than I thought it would.  The race started at 7:30 so at 7 we headed down to the transition area and got ourselves down to the lake entrance.  I managed to get in and get wet so it wouldn’t be a huge shock to my system when I got in.  I took the swim easy since I knew I had a big weekend ahead of me.  The course (the same for the whole weekend) was two laps where you have to get out of the water and go between some cones before starting the second lap.   My swim time for the race was 25.27, just about what I would expect for the distance.  This time also includes a 200 yard run between the lake exit and the transition area.  Looking at that time I do think I have improved in my swimming since last season.  I wasn’t really pushing myself in the water and I am pretty much at the same pace as last season.   I headed out on the bike and said “hello hills”.  This look was fool of hills and turns.  Similar to the Ironman Wisconsin course, it had a lot of downhills that went into a turn, followed my a climb.  This biggest difference between riding this course and Madison is that these hills are not rolling.  They are longer, steeper climbs.  I made sure to get two hours of nutrition in. The bike took me 1:49, not typical for me but with these climbs I wasn’t pushing myself past zone 2 heart rate and I just kept saying “you have a whole weekend ahead of you after this, don’t push to hard”.   Back to transition and out again, I headed out to the run course.  The run course was the same all weekend.   A 6.6 mile out and back course.  The out consisted of climbing and the back was the downhill.  It was the hilliest run I’ve ever experienced.  This course was mentally hard for me.  I was doubting my run abilities since I was completing week 2 of being able to run after the broken toe.  I had been given the advice by Spencer and Mike to walk the uphill and run the downhill.  When given the advice I had asked “What do I do on the flats?”  The response I got was “there are no flats”.  Yup, just up and down.  I finished the run and all I could think was “holy crap, I have to do that three more times this weekend”.  And so begins the mental challenge associated with this weekend.  With a normal race I get to finish one leg (the swim, or the bike, or the run) and you don’t have to think about it anymore.  Well, with this race I would finish one leg and just think “Ok, remember you have to do that again”.  After completing the race I drank my chocolate milk, sat in the creek and got a nice ice bath, ate a pb&j from the finisher tent and headed up to the cabin to eat some more and then take a nap.  Ross was super awesome and went and got the van so we wouldn’t have to ride up to the cabin.  The ride up to the cabin is about a mile and a half long and is a nice steep climb.  It was nice not to have to ride up it.  Ross was pretty cool and ended up doing this the entire weekend.  I can’t thank him enough for it.  The nap was the best part of the afternoon.  I woke up and before I knew it we were heading back down to the start to get ready for race number 3.  

Race number 3 was interesting.  The order was flipped around, bike, swim then run.  The bike was an out and back course.  There were a couple of climbs, but mostly one epic climb that took me 15 minutes.  We also had a cross wind right before the turn around which we had to fight right before the long climb up.  I was afraid of cramping on the swim so I made sure to take lots of salt during the last miles into T1.  As I was coming into transition I ran into Kate who wasn’t wearing a wetsuit.  I asked her how the swim was and she told me it was awesome and told me to just wear her speed suit.  She pulled it off her and I put it on and I was out of the transition area running down to the lake.  I was so thankful I hadn’t put my wetsuit on.  My body temperature was pretty high and the lake felt awesome.  I did my swim in a decent time, no cramping at all, and then managed not to do a lot of kicking so I could save my legs for the run.   I came into T2 and before I knew it I was out on the run.  I got my legs to start running and went in with the same attitude as before, walk up the hills and run down.  It was hard.  My stomach wasn’t agreeing with me and my legs were just hurting.   This would end up being the hardest run of the weekend.  Mentally I was worried about my stomach.  I managed to stop at 3 porto potties.  Not good considering it’s only a 6.6 mile run.  I got into transition and immediately drank chocolate milk and signed up for a message.  The message helped me tremendously.  Ross was awesome and went and got the van.  At that point my stomach was not in a good place.  I was worried because I knew I needed to eat a lot at dinner to be able to get through the half the next day.  When I got back to the cabin I emailed my coach immediately.  She told me it was the Gatorade and I needed to switch it out.  Kate had infinite so I went with that.  I know you aren’t supposed to switch your nutrition up, but at that point nothing could be worse than what I was doing.  Infinite would either help me, or give me the same results.  It was worth taking a chance. Plus, infinite was the nutrition provided by the course so if I lost a bottle I could just go with the stuff provided on the course.  

I struggled to go to bed on Saturday.  Having such a bad run on Saturday night, all I could think about while laying in bed was how I didn’t know how I would get through 2 laps on the run course.  I was terrified.  That course was such a mental challenge.  There was nothing but hills and woods.  No distractions, no one cheering you on, nothing.  I managed to get about 3.5 hours of sleep that night.  

The morning came and my stomach was still not in a great place.  I figured that there was nothing I could do at that point.  We started the half and it was almost like I was in slow motion.  I went out for the swim and I didn’t even run for the beach start.  The swim felt good.  That’s the one thing about this weekend, I know I’ve got the swim down.  My arms weren’t even sore from this weekend.  I know I wasn’t pushing myself on the swim but still, it’s a good confidence boost to know that I could do an IM swim tomorrow if I had to.  The bike course was two loops.  There were some tough climbs on this course (all bike courses were different).   One specifically was known as Quadzilla.  It was a giant climb with four switch backs.  I got a flat during the 2nd loop (2nd time this weekend).  I also had a bike issue, I wasn’t able to shift into the big ring in the front crank.  It stunk because there were some decent downhills that turned into flats where I would have liked to attack but I wasn’t able to catch a gear till I was down to 15 mph.  I didn’t freak out over any of this stuff.  At this point there was always something worse that could happen.  I hit T2 and realized it was 12:35.  HOLY COW, I had been on the bike for 4 + hours.   Longest 56 miles of my life. I hit the run course and on my way out I saw a sign that said “2nd loop run cut off 1:45”.  I was so drained that I had trouble starting to run. It was at least 88-90 degrees at that point and I was hot and tired.    Lynn, a girl from Vision Quest and fellow racer who would always say hi and cheer me on when we passed each other on the course happened to be running by on her way out for her 2nd loop.  She told me to just start running, no matter how slow and how bad it felt and that my legs would adjust.  “Just do it girl, you know it will hurt at first but just get those legs moving”. I took her advice and just started moving.  I had a decent first two miles.  I was moving along.  Then it hit me, oh my goodness, I won’t make the cut off.  I started to tear up but then held it in.  I ran through in my head how I would explain to my family and friends that I didn’t finish the Triple T because I missed a run cut off.  I have never been pulled off a course before in my life.  In fact I’ve never DNF’d a course.  I just told myself to get to the turnaround for the 2nd loop as soon as possible.  Maybe they wouldn’t’ pull me off.  And even if they did, I would still do it anyway.  I didn’t care; I was doing the whole thing no matter what.  When I got to the turnaround a race official just said “keep up the good work, you’re gonna finish this, you got it”.  I didn’t say anything about it being past 1:45, so I just kept running.  I found out later that the 1:45 cut off was a mistake and that it was supposed to be written down as 2:45.  The 2nd lap was hard, running down hill hurt just as much as running up.  I just broke everything down.  I would tell myself, Ok, run for 3 minutes then walk for 1.  For me, this is how I managed to get through it, just breaking it down into intervals that were more manageable.  I crossed the finish line and immediately got my chocolate milk and got in line for a message.  Kate had had a really rough race (3 flats, major nutrition malfunctions, a bee sting, falls on the bike and the run).  Ross came down with the van and when we got back to the cabin we got her into a cold shower.  I packed up super quick, showered, got a cabin 20 photo and then loaded the car.  

On the way out we decided to stop in to the awards ceremony to say some final goodbyes to Kate and John and also grab some pizza.  John had won the race (for a 3rd time) so he was getting his award.  When we walked up they were just putting out the final race results.  As a pleasant surprise I managed to come in first in my division (Athena).  Ironically I was the only Athena to finish the race.  I was a little disappointed to find out that my fellow competitors hadn’t finished.  I had raced the slowest races in my life (yes this is true) and I won first place simply cause I survived.  Btw, in case your wondering, to qualify for the Athena division all you have to do is weigh at least 150 lbs.  I’m a little confused why more women don’t compete in this division.  150 lbs really isn’t heavy.  So I collected my 1st place plaque, gave John and Kate another hug and then hit the road. 

I just want to say that Cabin 20 was incredible.  Without them this weekend would have been completely different.  They treated me and Ross like we were old college buddies. They shared their food, their sports nutrition, race experience, and were just our friends even though they barely knew us.  I was particularly thankful because they hung around for me to finish my race.  Some of em were down hours before me and they still hung around.  Pretty freakin awesome if you ask me.     

I also want to say that HFP racing did an incredible job running this event.  Hands down, it was organized and ran smoothly.  Thanks!

Some people have claimed that this race is harder than Ironman.  During the race I thought to myself that it might be harder than Ironman.  I don't think it is necessarily harder or easier, it's very different.  For me, I was mentally prepared for Ironman Wisconsin.  I had followed a plan that was specific to Ironman.  I had read lots of race reports, talked to tons of people, rode the course multiple times.  There was no mystery for me about the course and when things would happen.  I knew the marathon would be hard but manageable. Triple-T was hard because I didn't mentally prepare myself enough for this race.  I had signed up for it but was looking at it as a training weekend.  I hadn't talked to anyone who had done it before, I had read one race report from it, and all I knew was that is was a hilly course but just hadn't realized just how hilly it was.  For me, Triple T was harder than Ironman but simply for the mental reasons.  I can honestly say that I let fear get the best of me.  I showed up on Thursday without any confidence.  When I went to the start line at IM MOO 2010 I knew I had done everything to prepare for that race.  Showing up at Triple T, I couldn't say that to myself.  I knew I wasn't at peak performance for this race because Ironman Wisconsin is my A race.  I wasn't specifically training for this weekend.  I also didn't have the "I will rock this course" attitude.  I knew my run was shaky and that It would be hard since I hadn't been running a lot due to my broken toe.   I let me fear and lack of confidence get the best of me.  In the end, the race is manageable.  Yes, the run is the hardest  run course I've ever seen, but it's manageable.  Yes, the climbs on the bike are relentless, but it's manageable.  The weekend is a lot of fun, next year I will tell you that this was an easy race and that Ironman was harder.  I went ahead and booked rooms for Triple-T 2012.  I know next year when I train, every run will include hills.  The kind of runs where you go to 7% include for at least 8 minutes.  I  know that next year I will show up blasting Jay-Z and ready to rock that run course.     



Thursday, May 19, 2011

What's another two hours? On my way to triple T, take two.

I am officially on my way to Shawnee State park, the drive was supposed to take us (Ross, my training buddy is driving) 7.5 hours.  Unfortunately I realized about an hour in that I had forgotten my wetsuit so we had to turn around. If I wasn't doing four races I would have sucked it up and just done the swim with out the suit.  Reports say that  the water is 56° do there is no option of doing this no wetsuit.  So now its going to be a late and long drive! 

I had a flat yesterday while doing a short workout.  So combine last night with todays event and  I an.rashly hoping that this is not a foreshadowing of the weekends events.   I'm hoping that all this bad energy gets out now.  

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

This Never Gets Old!

Another motivational video for this weekend: 


The word swimming can be replaced with biking, and running, and drinking water for this weekend



Monday, May 16, 2011

Triple-T Race Plan

My race plan is to to not race.  Triple T will be a really long training weekend.  Like a tri camp.  Each race is just X hours of training.

It's the only way I can imagine getting through this weekend.  If I think that my time doesn't matter and just doing the training is what matters I think I can do this.

Food, hydration and sleeping as much as possible will be important.

Friday, May 13, 2011

TTT, I Am a Champion, so I will ROCK you!

I'm one week away from The American Triple-T.  I'm nervous, I'm definitely doubting myself and my ability to take on a long, hilly, relentless course 4 times in one weekend, my ability to fight through pain multiple times on one occasion, my ability to travel the ironman distance over a full weekend.    At this point the Ironman race seems easier than this race.  With IM I only have to suffer once right, and then it's over and I get my medal and I get to go home.  Instead I have to get myself to the start of the race 4 times.  I have to have three race dinners, and three race day breakfasts.    

So I'm doing what I normally do when I doubt myself, I go onto you tube and watch some of my favorite motivational videos.  I've listened to one repeatedly a few times now so I figured I should share it.  It's good, no, not good, it's great.  It is one of my favorite motivational speeches.  It just brings you to the point when failure is not an option or even a possibility.  




Every race I usually talk to myself, sometimes I sing songs like Eminem's "Lose Yourself" or Foo Fighters "Best of You" or Talking Heads "Once in a Lifetime" type stuff.   I also repeat lines to myself, things like "What you feel isn't pain, it's greatness happening" or "Stop Whining".  Well, I think I have a new one to chant next week:  "Who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!"

My favorite part is: 

History will remember me

I will not let worrying affect my cause
I will define myself
I will write my own pages
And no one will tell me what I cannot be
I will never give up
Not until Ive given everything I got
Because who am I? I AM A CHAMPION!




Ahhh, if only I didn't have to wait a week to race now.  






Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Chocolate Milk On the Go!

I'm sure any reader with kids already figured this out, but I just want to share a little something that I discovered this season:  Horizons Organic Chocolate Milk Boxes!  It's amazing.

Before this season I struggled to find the right recovery food so I ended up not having one.   For the non-endurance readers, it's recommended that after a working out you consume something within 30 minutes of finishing.  This 30 minute window is referred to the glycogen window, a period of time when your body is very receptive to absorbing nutrients to replace the nutrients and liquids just used, and to help repair your muscles.  During this period, your body most readily absorbs the nutrients and and gets glycogen back into the muscles at a rate many times higher than normal.  The faster you get glycogen into your muscles and back to normal, the faster they can start repairing themselves.  The faster they are able to repair themselves, the sooner you can do another intense workout.  It is believed that to do this, your body needs carbohydrates and proteins.  There's a ton of research being done to figure out exactly what amounts you need of each, but it's pretty much accepted that you need it!  My nutritionist recommended I get at least 7-10 grams of protein and some "solid carbs in with that".  Since I'm trying to lose weight this season I didn't want something that would be really really high in calories or fat either.So think about that and choose the perfect food or product.  Next think about the fact that I work out at three different gyms, so it can't be something that required a fridge, or a blender, or a lot of work.  It has to be something I can just throw in my bag that's not a lot of fuss.  So I started looking on the market and I realized "Holy cow, this stuff is expensive".  I won't name brands or anything, but I was looking at $2.50-$4.50/per serving.   Plus they were a pain in the behind because they required a blender or a lot of shaking and mixing.

People had mentioned chocolate milk to me but I always dissed it because it required a fridge, or a McDonalds drive.  

Then it happened, I was walking down the Well, then I ran into the juice box section at the local grocer and found the Horizon's Organic Chocolate Milk.  They are amazing.  i now just throw a box of em in the back of my car and leave some at my desk.  I don't have to refrigerate them or anything.  Whenever I am leaving masters I grab one and start drinking it before I even start my engine.  Not having to mix a thing or keep it refrigerated means that it's about as no fuss as one can get.  There really is no excuse with this.   Each box is 160 calories, 8 grams of Protein and 27 grams of carbohydrates.  I wish it had a little more protein, but I will take it.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

First Outside Ride

I had my first ride outside for the first time this season, 54 miles to be exact!  The weather was finally nice (Sunny and 71 when I finished).  There is nothing like the feeling of putting good solid miles outside. It's a feeling of freedom!

I did notice a few thing.  I've been on the compu trainer since last September.  The compu trainer is fun, there is a computer screen with all sorts of numbers to look at and focus on. Outside, I have horses, beautiful yards, etc to look at.  One thing I noticed about riding outside versus is indoors is that I have to be really focused outside, in fact a lot MORE focused outside.   It's to easy to let my legs rest after climbing a hill by coasting downhill and letting gravity to the work.  It's also easy to get stuck in a big gear and five minutes later I realize my cadence is only at 75 (my ideal is 85-95).  It's also easy to forget to fuel.  In fact, I forgot to fuel for the first 50 minutes of my ride.  It's not a good habit to form.

On another note, I got a flat.  Last season I had two flats the entire time, my first was at Wellfit while riding on a computrainer, my second was during Ironman when I was using race wheels!   I have practiced in my living room though plenty of times.  I know how to change a tire.   Maybe it was my blond hair, maybe it was me telling them that I hate changing tires, who knows but my two other friends enjoyed giving me a lesson on changing a tire.  Narrating each step for me  Since they had so nicely stopped and waited for me and are also just good people, I wasn't going to snap at them and say "you think I don't know how to change a tire?"  So instead, I put my best dumb blond act on and let them instruct me. Oh the fun!

The training ended with a 30 minute run.  The first fifteen minutes were the worst.  My legs felt like jello, and I felt like I was going slower than a man with a walker.  I was pleasantly surprised when I checked my garmin at the end and my average pace for the run was a 9:43 mile.  That's a nice pace for me! It was also nice because I had more energy during the last 15 minutes of the run, meaning I didn't go out to strong.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Bye Bye fresh legs!

Yesterday I went to my group brick workout.  I was on the schedule for a 1:40 bike (it ended up being 1:55) with 30 (3X10 minutes) of running mixed into it.  Just reading a brick workout like that makes me tired.  I'm fine with a 30 minute run off the bike, but 3 X 10 minutes mixed into a bike set just means it's going to hurt.  Anyway, that's not the point of this post

So I'm in the warm up, (15 minutes spinning, 15 minutes of repeated 1 min easy, 1 min medium, 1 min hard), and I'm hitting my first "medium" minute interval and I just can't help but say to  myself, oh back off that just feels so hard right now . . . Wait a minute, I've only been riding for 17 minutes at this point, I haven't even run yet, HOW IN THE WORLD are my legs tired right now.  Oh yeh, I'm training for an Ironman.  

Yes readers, the moment of Ironman training has come, the moment where I realize that there is no such thing as "fresh" legs.  For the non-athlete readers, fresh legs is a term that described when your body, specifically your legs, are not tired, sore or fatigued from other workouts.  It's when the feel full of energy and like you could take on the world.  

Well, considering that most of the race is done when I am fatigued, it makes sense that I should train when my legs are tired, right?  It's now time to learn how to push myself even when my legs tell me they are tired.  It's time to practice performing when I would otherwise take a break and rest! 




Tuesday, May 3, 2011

'Cause Baby We Were Born to Run

I can run again!

yup, the three weeks is over :)  The depression cloud can now move away from me and go storm on someone else.

I broke the rules last night and did a 37 minute run (easy) just cause I needed to get out and do something.  When I say I broke the rules, I mean that I didn't follow the training schedule.  I wasn't supposed to run yesterday and I just did cause I just needed to.  I understand that I'm a hipocrite,  I always say "JUST FOLLOW THE PLAN", but give me a break here.   I was told today (by coach) that I'm allowed to do easy, jogging for up to 30-40 minutes and then I'm supposed to supplement the rest of the workout with the elliptical and then we will re-asses at the end of the week.

I'm a little nervous because I have TTT in three weeks.  Yup, 3 weeks I will spend 3 days completing a super sprint, 2 olympics and a half ironman.  Yet right now I'm only able to run 30 minutes . . . I trust my coach though, so I'm staying calm.   Freaking out won't do anything.